Yeah.. I went to CAMHS (Child and Adolescent Mental Health Services) on Wednesday with mummy.
I'm getting a worker to kinda.. I dunno, see me, talk to me, watch over me at school. Mum's cutting down on the amount of paracetamol and ibuprofen I take after saying some things..
I'm surprised I'm allowed out after some of the things I said to the lady at CAMHS. She say's I'm strong for dealing with self harm and depression for so long without getting my ass into hospital, killing myself, or letting my family and most of my friends know I self harm or seeing my cuts/scars.
I guess that's cool.
I'm swimming more too, with mum, because it's the only exercise I enjoy. I also will be swimming in school as a part of PE, but I only like two people in my class... The two boys in out class are assholes too. All the girls are so pretty and slim, I'm a fucking whale compared to them. I'm scared about swimming with the school, but fuck it.
On a lighter note, I'm buying an Evanescence shirt, it's awesome and I can't wait until I get it. I'll show you guys when I get it :3